Well elo there!

My life has suddenly took a
big turn! and this time its a good
one i think! surprisingly!

Well the day before yesterday my mum and dad
talked about getting sepporated for the FIRST time!
he seemed a little bit pissed off to me but whetever!
they both agreed on it though and in a couple of weeks when i
go to the uk for a month (x-mas holidays)mum is gonna
look for a house! cos yeah! we r moving back!
but just me her and my lil bro! cool init?!
i rlly wanted to move back cos i hate it here!

I must say i am a bit anxious! nervous maybe!
its cos im gonna go to a new school (again) with kids
i dont know (again) and its gonna be hard but i believe
i can make it! i just hope that i dont get any arrogant
kids there! im fed up of fighting (in general)! so i
just want to make friends!!!

So yeah... anywayz we will be moving there after my exams
in june! but if we can get a house this month (cos my mum is
gonna have a look and find out) we wont be coming back after
christmas!


Its all cool! but there is one thing i dont like....
well... its when we go there we have to start from the
beginning! i mean like buy new stuff and u know... stuff like that!
and its not like we r ritch! so its gonna all be hard!

But anywayz im happy with the idea of moving back!
so i hope we do! its gonna be quite hard but i suppose if i
got -my carlos <3 most of all- and then my friends to support me too
i'll be ok! i think iv got a strong character so thats good i suppose!

But i must say i am exited! its a big change but to tell the truth...
i think i need it!


What i think is rlly rlly wiked is in 1 year when i go to college
i can get a job! and then i will have my own money to do whatever i
want! like go to music festivals or go to mexico and cool stuff like that!

One thing i am dieing to do is i would love to bring carlos to the uk!!!
we would have soo much fun! and he would love it! im sure he would!
cos we have soo much in common! we love the same stuff! and sometimes
its rlly hard for me to believe that he actualy exists cos seriously now...
HE IS all i wanted in a boy!!! and even more!!! and the best thing about
it is he loves me! he is like a gift from god to me! and i know some ppl
might think im stupid but i rlly dont care what they say!!! cos most of these
ppl wont be in my life forever! but hopefuly carlos will be and i will do all
i can to keep him in my life! thats a promise i made and a promise i will keep! <3



Ouf...! enough of me! i can go on and on all day!
well take care whoever is reading this! bye! <3
Xxxx